I don’t know what it is lately, but I’ve been dying to write a song. Just one fucking song that I’d be happy with. Yet every time I sit down to do it, I don’t feel the inspiration. Sitting in front of a keyboard and playing around with different synths, sounds, and whatnot is more of a distraction than anything else.

I need to rethink my creative process.

It’s kind of a shame having all of this musical equipment that i’ve spent thousands of dollars on, and it’s practically going to waste.

Right now I’m feeling that:

a) I’m not as talented as I used to be.

or

b) I wasn’t talented to begin with and was just ignorant.

Should I just sell this shit?

It makes me sad to think about, but I suppose it’s more practical to sell the equipment than to dream of being a rock star.

Hmm…